Bleah

For reasons unknown to me, I've been depressed lately. Maybe it's just everything piling on at the same time. The extreme heat isn't helping. It was 112 degrees at 11:30 this morning! My sister made my mom cry. My own daughter made my mom cry! All in the name of defending me because they thought I'd been mistreated. Didn't make a damn bit of difference that I told them both that nothing happened, I was not mistreated nor was I upset. And even if I was, it's wasn't their damned business anyway! I have a headache that I meant to take something for earlier, but you know how that goes. Youngest dd decided to be difficult (to say the least) last night. It's been so long since those old horrible days, but the feelings flooded right back. Got my hair cut yesterday but haven't even washed and styled it yet. Who cares? Not one person in this house has even noticed that I practically had my head shaved! I'm serious, I left a LOT of hair on the salon floor, my haircut is noticable. And I miss John. A lot.

Bleah, I don't even want to knit.

Lonely, neglected knitting

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